While I was running there was a white horse running with me. Then I also asked God, “Whose white horse is this? The Lord Jesus answered, “The horse is Mine, it is the one that I ride on.”



Revelation 19:11 And I saw the heaven having been opened, and lo, a white horse, and He who is sitting upon it is called Faithful and True, and in righteousness doth He judge and war.



The horse was running, I also ran – running with a very happy heart and I saw the face of God who was smiling and happy to see me playing. He is happy when we are happy and He is sad when we are sad. He is God who also feels what we feel. He prepared Heaven for all of us who would believe and entrust our lives completely to Him.



While I was running, I felt the wind blowing my body. As I spread my hands, I felt and enjoyed the cool breeze. How amazing is the freshness. Even while running I just realized that the wind was making a sound like a jingling instrumental song which was very beautiful. I stopped running, and I paid attention to the song and it turned out that the song was familiar to my ears because in church we often sing that song. With a smile, the Lord said, “Come on, son what is that song?” And in a moment I remember that the song went like this:






You are my God


You are my King


You are the noblest


On Earth and in Heaven ..





I worship You, Lord,


I worship You, Lord,


I praise You to glorify Your name, Jesus …


I worship You, Lord,


I worship You, Lord,


I praise You, glorify Your name …



And the song I heard through the wind was like a jingling musical instrument. As I was running I sang the song and the feeling that overflowed from my heart was amazing. Then I asked the Lord, “Lord, why doesn’t anyone sing in Heaven?” because I only hear like the instruments jingle so beautifully. The Lord answered, “You will fill the voices,” meaning that everyone who praises and worships God on Earth will complete the sound of instruments in Heaven.



Our mouths are only used to worship and glorify God. Because in Heaven we only praise and worship God alone. And we are the ones who will fill the voices of Heaven while we are adoring and worshiping Him on Earth.



“God is Spirit and whoever worships Him must worship Him in spirit and in truth.” (John 4:24)



Then while I was running I saw a waterfall that was approximately 7 meters high. I saw the water was not like ordinary white water falling but like water that gave off a sparkling light like gold. And when I approached the waterfall I listened to the sound of the water falling down. It sounded like a song as well as jingling with the same tune, “You are my God …”



And when I put my hand into the place of the water that fell from the waterfall, the water that fell from my hand also made the same sound of music.



I believe whoever composed the song received inspiration from Heaven where it came from.




God told me to tell everyone that our mouths are used only to glorify God, not to speak unkindly and dirty words (for example cursing others, speaking dirty words to others, getting angry, badmouthing others, blaspheming the Holy Spirit, etc.) but our mouths are only used to worship and glorify God.



God prepared Heaven for you and me and God said this is the best place that is not made by human hands but directly from God’s own hands.



John 14: 1, “Do not be troubled in your heart; believe in God, believe also in Me. 2 There are many dwelling places in My Father’s house. If not, of course, I will tell you. For I am going there to prepare a place for you. 3 And when I go and prepare a place for you, I will come again and take you to be with Me, so that where I am you will be also. “


Revelation 21: 4, And He will wipe away every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more; there will be no more mourning, or weeping, or sorrow, for all that is old has passed away.



Thus the word of God above says that there will be no more tears and sorrows but the place that God has provided for us is the most beautiful and extraordinary place that we would never feel in this world. The place was not made by human hands but by God’s own hand.



Because we know that if the tabernacle of our dwelling place on Earth is dismantled, God has prepared for us a dwelling place in Heaven, an eternal dwelling place, which is not made by human hands. (2 Corinthians 5: 1)



For that, my brother who is loved by our Lord Jesus Christ, keep striving in your faith and don’t tire of being active in carrying out our duties in this world in preaching God’s truth, so that many people can repent and live like praises that please God.



Psalms 47:4 He shall choose our inheritance for us, the excellency of Jacob whom He loved. Selah.



This means that you don’t have to bother with the inheritance on Earth, but God has provided His inheritance in Heaven for you and me. My question is, will you reach the land that God has provided for you and me?



Fight with Jesus to have victory over death, not just in believing but by becoming like Him who we believe. This life is not just a miracle but above all, it is the Miracle Worker that we must respect and serve. Because only He can change us into perfect human beings through His love for us.



1 John 4:16-17 And we have known and believed the love that God has to us. God is love, and he that dwells in love dwells in God, and God in him. 17 Herein is our love made perfect, that we may have boldness in the day of judgment: because as He is, so are we in this world.



Approximately 3.30 am, my spirit returned to my body, and I was jolted and awakened. I felt my body was so weak and it was hard for my eyes to open. My wife was shocked as she woke up to the jerking of my body. I tried to open my eyes. Then in a weak tone, I tried to tell her the incident that I had just experienced with God.






After only 5 minutes I told my wife that suddenly I feel the same pain. The pain that starts from the stomach rises to the heart until it is like being squeezed and then rises to the head. It was very painful and I felt like my body was cold. My wife began to hold my hand again and tried to pray for me so that God would heal me. Soon I calmed down. At that time my wife thought I was sleeping soundly and she fell asleep again but actually I felt lost consciousness.


When I was unconscious suddenly I was in the middle of a very dense cloud and a very tense atmosphere. I panicked while shouting, “Lord, where am I?” The wind blew and the clouds disappeared. At that time, I could clearly see a gate with 2 spears crossing. I realized that I was in front of the gates of Hell.



It is a very contradictory situation with Heaven. If Heaven is cool and peaceful, then Hell is hot and tense. If in Heaven the grass is thick and cooling, then the soil in Hell is like the melting of volcanic lava and when it is trampled it is like living and slimy mud.



But it was extraordinary that I walked with God so that the darkness could not see us and I did not feel the heat of the ground. Only the screams were heard and the sound of the roaring fire that was shooting was very scary. The smell of sulfur was sharp. Spooky faces gathered there. Everything in a horror film is there.



And in front of the gates of Hell, there are two guards, namely the spirits of death and in front of the gate, there is a large spear that is very high and the guards wear a black robe. Their faces are in the shape of a skull and they carry tridents, not sickles.



I also asked God, “How come the spirits of death carry tridents and not sickles?”



The Lord said, “The trident symbolizes the authority and power of the bottomless pit that belongs to him. The one who carries the sickle is the reaper.”



The example of the trident is the same as the Manchester United logo, one of the logos that is inspired by Hell.



Whoever enters the gate, it means that death triumphs over him and obviously he has failed in maintaining the holiness that God has prepared.



1 Corinthians 15:19-22 if in this life we have hope in Christ only, of all men we are most to be pitied. 20 And now, Christ hath risen out of the dead—the first-fruits of those sleeping He became, 21 for since through man is the death, also through man is a rising again of the dead, 22 for even as in Adam all die, so also in the Christ all shall be made alive,



Then I was shown an evil spirit like a vampire in a Chinese film, and God said; “The vampire is in charge of gripping the human body to produce blood-related illnesses. For example, high blood pressure, diabetes, blood deficiency, oleochemicals allergies, cholesterol, uric acid, and others. If this vampire gets rights over someone then he will control the circulation of blood. He sucks his blood until he is lacking blood.”



When we enter the deliverance ministry, there is a spirit that sucks the blood, causing problems related to blood.



Then I was brought deeper with the Lord. There I saw a dark power playing the trampoline, laughing. The demon was jumping up and down continuously and the base from which the dark power jumped was a star-like pentagram. And this Satan’s task is to make someone’s faith/spiritual life up and down continuously, never stable and never growing. This evil spirit is tasked with attacking someone continuously so that that person becomes afraid, worried, cannot leave his problems completely in God’s hands.



And I saw all the demons laughing out loud while tormenting those who were going to Hell.



Then I asked the Lord, “Why are all the demons laughing so hard?”



The Lord said “Hell is the playground of demons and all evil spirits. And people who go to Hell are the devil’s toys to torment over and over and over again according to the sinful deeds that those people did in the world.”



I asked God, “Lord, why does Hell exist?”



The Lord answered, “I created Hell for the devil/demons and all evil spirits and their followers.”



So if it is a choice for humans to enter Hell. Will we follow the choice given by God to obey His Word or ignore the truth of His Word? The Word has been given by Him. God desires us to be one with the Word, and after our union with the Word, then I must allow Him to shape us to be like and in the image of that Word, Jesus Himself. God wants us to be saved because God’s plan is a future filled with hope.



Galatians 2:20 I am crucified with Christ: nevertheless, I live; yet not I, but Christ liveth in me: and the life which I now live in the flesh I live by the faith of the Son of God, who loved me and gave Himself for me.



Jeremiah 29:11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.



Then I saw lots of mouths here and there. And the mouths were open uttering blasphemous words. The mouth is an evil spirit that controls a person to utter blasphemous words, for

example, questioning God’s sovereignty, complaining, not being able to give thanks in every situation, judging, gossiping, insinuating, and so on.



God says, “Christians who are truly redeemed, their mouths do not utter dirty words, blasphemies, and so on but speak good and upbuilding words.”


Ephesians 5:3-4 But fornication, and all uncleanness, or covetousness, let it not be once named among you, as becometh saints; 4 Neither filthiness, nor foolish talking, nor jesting, which are not convenient: but rather giving of thanks.



Then I saw a large, tall figure in front of the gates of Hell, wearing a knight’s shirt carrying a spear and his face was dark. His hair was long and tied up in his head. This demon is called a genie and he guards in front of the gates of Hell with 2 spirits of death.



You have to know that Hell is like a very neat organization consisting of various dark powers that are sent to harvest and disturb people on Earth. After they have succeeded in reaping souls to Hell, then they begin to torture the people they have harvested.



Hell is a very, very frightening place. I saw flames everywhere and everywhere I saw people who were burning melted by the fire coupled with screams that stung my ears.



Jeremiah 3:21 A voice was heard upon the high places, weeping and supplications of the children of Israel: for they have perverted their way, and they have forgotten the LORD their God.



The Word of God above states that there are tears from lost children of God, very different from places in Heaven where there are no more tears and sorrows.



Brother, it is true that salvation is obtained by crying out to God, but what if “the door of the ark was closed” and we could no longer cry out, it was too late. Remember, brothers, we do not know the time when our day will come, so live wisely. Appreciate every day that God gives by way of living pleasing to Him. Do not waste the grace that has been poured out in abundance for us. Live in continual sanctification and understand His thoughts and feelings, so that we will understand what hurts Him and what pleases Him.



2 Corinthians 6:1-2 As workers together with God we also plead with you not to make your acceptance of God’s grace worthless. 2 Just as God said, “At the right time I heard you, and on the day of salvation I rescued you.” Believe me: now is the right time! Now is the day of salvation!



Romans 12:2 Don’t follow the ways of this world; instead be transformed by the spiritual renewal of your mind so you can demonstrate what God’s will really is—good, pleasing, and perfect.



Philippians 2: 5 In your life, share the thoughts and feelings that were also found in Christ Jesus



Psalms 19:13 Keep back thy servant also from presumptuous sins; let them not have dominion over me: then shall I be upright, and I shall be innocent from the great transgression.


Then I walked again with the Lord and I saw that there was a body that was completely burnt. He was moaning in pain, shouting “I’m sorry, I’m sorry.” He burned from the feet to the top of the head, but then reappeared and was charred again.



And I asked the Lord, “Lord, who is the burning man?”



Then the Lord answered, “He is Ayrton Senna F1 car racer from Brazil who died in an accident in the 90s.”



[Ayrton Senna da Silva was a Brazilian racing driver who won the Formula One World Drivers’ Championship in 1988, 1990 and 1991, and is widely regarded as one of the greatest Formula One drivers of all time, and by some as the greatest ever. Senna died aged 34 after succumbing to fatal injuries sustained during the San Marino Grand Prix, on 1 May 1994. Wikipedia.]



Then I asked the Lord, “Why did he fall to Hell?”



Then the Lord answered, “He is a person who claims to believe but his life does not reflect a person who believes in Me. This man believes in Me but he lives happily and lives in luxury without heeding My words. He has an abundance of wealth and with it, he feels as if he can do anything.”



Luke 6:24 But woe unto you that are rich! for ye have received your consolation.



Remember, God’s love for you is not proven by the material and worldly sufficiency you have.

Instead, it will all lead to destruction.



Luke 16:24-25 And he cried and said, Father Abraham, have mercy on me, and send Lazarus, that he may dip the tip of his finger in water, and cool my tongue; for I am tormented in this flame. 25 But Abraham said, Son, remember that thou in thy lifetime receivedst thy good things, and likewise Lazarus evil things: but now he is comforted, and thou art tormented.



Luke 12:15 And he said unto them, Take heed, and beware of covetousness: for a man’s life consisteth not in the abundance of the things which he possesseth. 20 But God said unto him, Thou fool, this night thy soul shall be required of thee: then whose shall those things be, which thou hast provided? 21 So is he that layeth up treasure for himself, and is not rich toward God.



By coincidence, I once knew that Ayrton Senna was actually a person who was quite generous with his wealth, so I asked “God is a person who likes to give, so why is he there in Hell?”



Then God answered, “Sin is a pile of evil deeds that cannot be resolved with a pile of good deeds. Sin is the status of the sinner who has violated God’s law. Therefore it needs My blood and also the person’s continuous repentance.”



I went deeper with God and I saw a man or woman because his body had been crushed. The devil was opening the person’s mouth wide and was forcibly pulling it up and down until it was torn. Then a spark appeared like a burning wick in his mouth until it is charred and it is experienced over and over again. What horror the endless torments were. While there is still a chance, let us follow God properly.



Then I asked the Lord, “Why was that person’s mouth burnt?”



The Lord replied, “He uses his mouth lawlessly. This person uses his mouth to smoke cigarettes, drugs, liquor, and anything that is addictive. He enjoyed the world so much that he forgot what lies beyond the grave and all of them have made their mouths burnt.”



God gave us mouths to praise and glorify God, not to smoke and sin.



Then I saw someone’s tongue being pulled out long and then the devil lifted the hot trident and pierced the middle of the person’s tongue until it broke off and it was repeated without stopping.



Then I asked the Lord, “Lord, why did this person experience this?”



God said, “This person’s mouth likes to talk about other people (gossip). Other examples are judging, getting angry, dirty words coming out of their mouths, insulting others, cursing others, equating humans with animals that are identical to insulting My creations.”



Be careful, brothers and sisters, when we insult the image of God (others) it is the same as insulting our God who actually lives in that person.



Genesis 1:27 So God created man in His image, in God’s image He created him; male and female He created them.



We were created according to His image, we will stand before the Owner of that image. Let our mouths be used only to praise and glorify God. Do you know, brothers, we are also prohibited from swearing by anything because the truth is absolute and non-variable.



James 5:12 But above all, brethren, do not swear by Heaven or by Earth or by anything else. If so, say yes, otherwise say no, so that you don’t get punished.



Always use our mouths to say positive things to build the faith of our neighbors so that we can be a blessing through every word we say, not tearing them down.


I went deeper with God and then I was shown someone whose eyes came out melting. Then their eyes appeared again and came out melting again and so on. This person was crying in pain. He was experiencing his tears like boiling hot water and made his eyes keep melting. It was a very frightening and terrifying sight to me when I saw this man whose eyes were melting. Really my brother, don’t let us experience something similar that happened in this Hell.



Then I asked, “Lord, why is this person suffering like this?”



Then the Lord said, “His eyes plunged him into sin.”



Examples of such sins of the eye include the lust of watching women and not only just one woman but wanting many women. They want to enjoy them through their eyes. Others have the lust of seeing men and even little boys and girls. They see beautiful things and want to have them and buy them (happy shopping), The word “shopping” here means not what we need but what we want. The word “we want” means not something that is very necessary but the desire to satisfy our cravings with something that is not important.



Evil eyes are those who view others with suspicion, judge what they see without knowing the cause, look harshly at others (glaring eyes), eyes that always see others from the bad/negative side, pornography, and so on.



My brother, use the eyes given by God to see positive things and do not use the eyes as weapons to attack others and ultimately destroy oneself.



I started walking again as the Lord went deeper, and I was shown a man stabbed on the head with a hot spear from the left and through the right and the man was screaming in great pain. But strangely, when the hot spear was pulled out of his head suddenly the face and body that had melted before appeared again. And then he was stabbed again by the devil from the left head penetrated to the right and melted again and it continued without stopping. This person screamed in pain.



Then I asked, “Lord, why is this person punished this way?”



God answered, “This person always has his mind invaded by evil spirits. He has a mind that is always dirty. His mind is always thinking evil about other people. His mind is not holy. His mind is sinful and only produces sin.”



Ephesians 4:17-19 This I say therefore, and testify in the Lord, that ye henceforth walk not as other Gentiles walk, in the vanity of their mind, 18 Having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them, because of the blindness of their heart: 19 Who being past feeling have given themselves over unto lasciviousness, to work all uncleanness with greediness.


John 14:15 If you love Me, you will keep My commandments. 16 I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Helper, that He will be with you forever, 17 namely the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept Him, because it does not see Him and does not know Him. But you know Him because He is with you and will live in you.



My question is to you, have we followed all His commands? Because God’s Word says the expression of love for God is to do His Word. And has the Spirit of truth really been united in our lives? Because the Holy Spirit is a helping Spirit who helps us achieve what we are unable to grasp and He also helps remind us of sin as well as judgment.



John 16: 8 And when He comes, He will convict the world of sin, righteousness and judgment.



Hebrews 12:25 Make sure you don’t reject the One who is speaking! If they didn’t escape when they rejected God on earth, it is even more certain that we won’t escape if we turn away from God who warns us from heaven!



If today you receive a reprimand through God’s word, don’t ever harden your heart, but allow the Holy Spirit to change your life into what God wants, not what we want.



I walked back with the Lord and went deeper and I saw that there was a prison and in that prison, there was an evil spirit sitting holding a fiery hot whip. He was laughing out loud whipping the person in the prison, and that person was forced to move the sack that contained coals from one place to another by carrying it on his back. When he put the sack on his back his body was burnt and he had to move the sacks filled with embers without stopping. There were many sacks like rice sacks but they were filled with hot coals and the person could not endure the pain of his burning body incessantly moving the sacks filled with coals from one place to another and repeated over and over. It was terrible what I saw in Hell.



I asked the Lord, “Why is this person undergoing this torture?”



The Lord said, “This person is a person who cannot hand over his burdens and problems to God. He blames God for every burden he experiences without him wanting to surrender his burden to God. He carried his burden to the end of his life. His life is filled with anxieties over his burdens that should not belong to him.”



Philippians 4: 6: Do not worry about anything, but in all things express your desire to God in prayer and supplication with thanksgiving.




I Peter 5: 7; Give Him all your cares, because He cares for you.


Luke 8:14 Those who fall in the thorns are those who have heard the word, and in their subsequent growth, they are choked with anxiety and riches and pleasures of life, so that they do not bear ripe fruit



My message is if you are still carrying the burden until now and making you afraid, worried, and actually dragging you into the realm of grieving, leave all the burdens to God. Don’t solve your problem alone. God wants us to face existing problems and be winners because God did not design us to solve problems but we face problems with God and become winners. Believe that with God we are capable of bearing all things because He who is Almighty walks with us. Don’t be attached to this world but be tied to God who owns the world and everything in it.



I entered another place where I saw an evil spirit burst out laughing while carrying a long spear and stabbing it into a well. Then I asked what was in the well. God said, “Behold, son.” When I saw the well, I was shocked to see that it looked like melted gold with a woman’s head in it. A woman was soaked in hot, melting gold. The woman’s body is immersed in that molten gold and occasionally her head comes out. Then she is immediately pierced by a spear and drowns again. When her head popped out she screamed, and the devil pressed and stabbed her while laughing.



I asked, “Lord, why is that woman being tormented like that?”



God said, “All her life she was only looking for treasure. She did not earnestly seek Me and the treasure were so binding her that she could not be a blessing to others.”



God longs for our time to draw closer to Him, study His Word, and know His heart, not just spent working and collecting earthly treasures alone.



I continued to walk deeper around Hell with the Lord Jesus. From a distance, I saw something that resembled the Borobudur (Indonesia), The Spinx (Egypt), The Great Wall Of China (China), The Tower Of Pisa (Italy), The Kaabah (Mecca), and The Taj Mahal (India).



Then it raised a question in my heart and I asked the Lord Jesus, “Lord, why do the wonders of the world exist in Hell?”



God said, “Yes, son, they are the work of human hands on Earth but their inspiration is from Hell.”



Can you imagine, how Hell can also affect the human mind to make the Earth like Hell. Not only the things but also the people they made do not have the character of Christ. And what is very unfortunate what God has shown me are people who claim to be followers of Christ. At that time God said, “Hell is a place where people go the wrong way because the right path is only with Me.”



So if a Christian goes to Hell it is the wrong way. They are lost because they follow the flesh not the Spirit of God. They perished for lack of knowledge.



Hosea 4: 6 My people perish because they do not know God; because it was you who rejected that knowledge that I refused you to be My priest; and because you have forgotten the teaching of your God, I will also forget your children



Matthew 7: 22 On the last day many people will cry out to Me, Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and cast out demons in Your name, and perform many miracles in Your name also? 23 At that time I will come face to face with them and say, I have never known you! Away from Me, you evil makers!



Lastly, God said, “Tell My people they should not only perish but tell them that Hell is a very painful place and there is no hope there to come out. Hell is an eternal place where there is no chance of repentance. It is, therefore, a loss if we exchange the birthright (Resurrection from the dead) for the pleasures of the temporary world which only carry eternal punishment.”



Seek Him, wake up longing for Him. Surely we will be taken by Him to a glorious Heaven.



Deuteronomy 4:7-10 ‘For which is the great nation that hath God near unto it, as Jehovah our God, in all we have called unto Him? 8 and which is the great nation which hath righteous statutes and judgments according to all this law which I am setting before you today? 9 ‘Only, take heed to thyself and watch thy soul exceedingly, lest thou forget the things which thine eyes have seen, and lest they turn aside from thy heart, all days of thy life; and thou hast made them known to thy sons, and to thy sons’ sons. 10 ‘The day when thou hast stood before Jehovah thy God in Horeb—in Jehovah’s saying unto me, Assemble to Me the people, and I cause them to hear My words so that they learn to fear Me all the days that they are alive on the ground, and their sons they teach; —



Psalms 95:7- 9 For He is our God, and we the people of His pasture, And the flock of His hand, To-day, if to His voice ye hearken, 8 Harden not your heart as in Meribah, As in the day of Massah in the wilderness, 9 Where your fathers have tried Me, Have proved Me, yea, have seen My work.



Lord Jesus Bless us all !! Amen



[Translated from the Indonesian language. Source:]

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